V.Everything I eat Or put in my mouth Tastes sour and tart Like mold My head has A sharp pain And my world Feels slow and Distant. Confusing Things keep growing From my skin And I expect soon Other things Will begin to Fall off I feel like I should stay Away from wet And [...]
crappy apartment
I have a song stuck in my head that I don’t know one single word I have a girl stuck in my head that I could not convince The food tastes like plastic. Yellow. I hate being here alone, but can think of nowhere else I really want to be either If I don’t pay [...]
Here it is
Here it is, wide open, Take a look, hell climb inside Here I am, time for the reveal A gaping hole where a tired Withered heart is still Barely beating and lungs That are forced to breathe air Against their will Hands that could not learn To quit petting burning dogs A mouth sewed shut [...]
crash helmet
Smoke like a crash helmet The next time the world is slid from beneath me Still falling Just not caring Or at least giving it My best damn shot
open door
You saunter your fat ass through my living room How did you get so grotesque? I feed you so little Staring out the window A life sentenced mental patient Neurotic and ready to run for the door if opened If you got out there it would terrify you We both know you are defenseless Yet [...]
talking to me in my sleep
When she slept safe nested next to me in our bed I would have nightmares that she left me for him That woke me in cold sweats Swinging my arms, trying to yell But only a faint whisper And she did Now I sleep alone, when I can sleep Last night I had a [...]
reincarnation
make these tools and machines do my bidding, make this carcass of rusted and twisted old steel bend to my will, bring this forgotten work horse of yesteryear, once discarded to rot away, back to live and run again as a fire breathing halfbreed demon.
sunny day
copious amounts of marijuana and alcohol four months spent trying to figure out what happened yesterday and how to fix it by tomorrow the cold hard slap of reality stops me short of walking into the pointless sea of course standing here alone watching those that i parallel for so long running into the dark consuming [...]
rust and rot
a half inch slice at the base of my right palm jagged and stinging with oxide venom you bit me cant say I blame you I was ripping and cutting at the last of your remaining organs all wires and rust and rot now you wont be needing this not the last injury you will [...]
pendulum
a legend in my own mind a fool in the eyes of others meeting somewhere in the middle to create the sicking feeling of complete normalcy A saint in one breath and a destroyer of dreams with the next in the end no ground is gained nothing has changed in the end we remain the [...]
